Basically, you used me for your own benefit. You told me things I wanted to hear, and I believed you. You weren’t even looking for a relationship, just a foolish girl like me to toy around with until you got bored. Why would you do this to me? I can’t believe I actually started developing feelings for you too. You’re a fucking asshole.
I get that you don’t want to let go of what you once had, but why hold onto something when you’re the only one trying? Why would you want to keep holding on when there’s only one reason why? The problem with moving on is, people only hold onto the good memories instead of the bad things and what they really deserve.
Me:A year has 365 days for you to study. After taking away 52 Sundays, there are only 313 days left. There are 50 days in the summer that is way too hot to work so there are only 263 days left. We sleep 8 hours a day, in a year, that counts up to 122 days so now we're left with 141 days. If we fooled around for only 1 hour a day, 15 days are gone, so we are left with 126 days. We spend 2 hours eating each day, 30 days are used in this way in the year, and we are left with 96 days in our year. We spend 1 hour a day speaking to friends and family, that takes away 15 days more and we are left with 81 days. Exams and tests take up at least 35 days in your year, hence you are only left with 46 days. Taking off approximately 40 days of holidays, you are only left with 6 days. Say you are sick for a minimum of 3 days, you're left with 3 days in the year to study! Let's say you only go out for 2 days... You're left with 1 day. But that 1 day is your birthday.
I can’t wait to find someone who will make up for the five months I wasted on YOU. Someone who will treat me right, listen to me, be there for me, protect me, etc. Someone who will finally let me forget about all the pain I’ve been through with you and will heal those leftover wounds you left behind.