you’re ignored. When you really want to talk to someone, but it seems like that person doesn’t want to talk to you. You think to yourself maybe they’re busy, then you see them on tumblr or facebook blogging, and you fell really sad. I get this feeling, alot.
When you start feeling insecure each time they talk to someone else. You see a comment or a message and you start assuming something’s going on. You feel as if they’re having some sort of connection. You feel like you’re not good enough and you suddenly feel like you’re losing them, as if they’re slipping away. You know you’re jealous when you feel your heart drop each time they’re around or even talking to the opposite sex. It’s just that moment you start to feel all kinds of mixed emotions when they’re with somebody else.
To me there is no such thing as a “perfect relationship”. Sure there are ones that sure do seem like it but whether we like it or not, EVERY relationship will have its ups and downs. But the best you should do from these arguments is just learn from them and move forward into bettering the relationship. See now a days many focus on making each other look happy to others. When in reality the only thing that needs to be done is just the knowledge of making each other happy.
The thing about life is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, and some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like you’re alive again. Life just kind of restarts.
I’m done fake smiling. I’m done trying to make everyone happy. I always put everyone first before myself, its just who I am. But what no one really knows is how I’m hurt on the inside. I’m hurt how everyone thinks I’m happy and bubbly when really I’m a mess on the insde. I just want to have a real smile on my face.
That feeling when there’s no one that understands you, and what you’re going through. Like you’re suffering and no one’s there to help you? Yeah, that feeling. I feel all the time. Even tho I know a bunch of my friends are there for me. Just from time to time I feel like they can’t understand me. It’s like no one is really there, no one’s really listening. I just feel alone in the world. I feel lost.
“I honestly had to force myself to give up on you.To be able to no longer have the feeling to talk to you.It’s hard letting go but I was only hurting myself.Most of the time I cared way too much about you and yet I got nothing in return.Everything was killing me inside and I did nothing about it until now.I was afraid of losing someone like you but doing this was the best idea for me.One day you’ll notice that you lost someone that actually did care.”—Unknown. (via omgitsnicole)