June 2012
- Expectations: No. I have nothing to be jealous about.
- Reality: Yes, I am. But will I say anything? No, I won't. I don't want to come off as annoying, clingy, irritating, and jealous. I'll just keep it to myself no matter how much it bothers me.
- i have no emotion in my face
- i don’t talk alot
- i respond in a delay
- i look around alot
- i leave or walk away from the annoying thing or person
When you’re the reason why someone is smiling.
you’re ignored. When you really want to talk to someone, but it seems like that person doesn’t want to talk to you. You think to yourself maybe they’re busy, then you see them on tumblr or facebook blogging, and you fell really sad. I get this feeling, alot.
When you start feeling insecure each time they talk to someone else. You see a comment or a message and you start assuming something’s going on. You feel as if they’re having some sort of connection. You feel like you’re not good enough and you suddenly feel like you’re losing them, as if they’re slipping away. You know you’re jealous when you feel your heart drop each time they’re around or even talking to the opposite sex. It’s just that moment you start to feel all kinds of mixed emotions when they’re with somebody else.